I will be going to seal all the stuffs that were related to you into a box; working hard to forget you. You chose to walk into my life but too, withdrew yourself out from my life without any effort and without letting me have a say at all. Actually love cannot be forgotten even if we said we wanted to. It is just that we forced ourselves to try our best not to think of it. If one day I were to see you, I’ll be happy even though you will leave me with your back view.

Thanks for all that you have given in the past; and the faces of you whom I loved so much so deep. Maybe some stuffs and matters do not have to last to be beautiful. Though you can never hear it but deep inside I whispered “Goodbye, My Lovely”.

I know I have placed the memories within myself and decided to bring them along to anywhere I go. And I shall always classify them as ‘Gorgeous’. As I go into a new phase of my life, I’ll bring them along while trying to get used to life without the smell of your body; and be happy I hope.

I will too, hide them to the deepest within myself; so that no one will be able to disturb and bother them because they were really so damn beautiful to me that I cannot afford anyone to rob them away. And you know I really will try my very best to move on and find another warmth without anyone knowing that I’ve hidden ‘Gorgeous’.

Please, if you can please quietly support me! I used to listen to only you and this time I really feel so painful that I almost wanted to give up. You know I cannot be strong though I wanted to be so much. I do not need and expect much but just tell me I am doing well! Tell me that I can do it. Please help me, I thought I was better when I can coop everything and control my tears. You will do all and everything to make me happier, so please drive the monsters away which are not delighting me in any way. Please ask them to leave me alone, I was not wrong to love you so please do not ask them to punish me!

Sorry but this time I really failed to control my tears. I will work harder.. JIAYOU!!